Why’s the publisher called “Gradient Comics”?
When I was conceptualizing the name for this publication, I came across a dilemma: how to name it without owning the “Spectrum” label? I personally believe that I should not have any ownership over the concept of autism awareness in comic books or any form of media. As someone who is, by most definitions, considered high-functioning–I am verbal and relatively independent in most aspects–I feel claiming my story as THE “autistic narrative” silences the wide range of ASD experiences. Not only would it discount non-verbal autistics, but also women and people of color, among others. My diagnosis is only one variation of the many permutations that is the Autism Spectrum.
So how do I label this comic as autistic without owning the autistic experience? Well, I looked for synonyms of “spectrum” and found “gradient.” And honestly, I liked it! Even within two hues, the range of mixed pigments is mind-boggling! In this way, I can still acknowledge autism as a spectrum disorder without creating any ownership over the experiences of others.
And…Huzzah! Gradient Comics is born!
My greatest hope is that other autistic individuals not only find comfort in the stories I plan on telling, but also feel inspired to tell their own. Even though I hope to help change the narrative around the autistic experience, I am the most common representation in film and television: white, verbal, socially awakened, cisgender male. We need more stories centered around women, POCs, LGBTQ and non-verbal protagonists with autism. I, for one, cannot wait for those stories to reach the mainstream.
That is why I want to start the “Autism Awareness” section in future issues. Even an anonymous story can help autistic readers, or parents of autistic children not feel so alone. Furthermore, neurotypical readers will have the opportunity to discover authentic narratives. In doing so, we have the chance to dismantle any notion that autism is a monolithic learning difference. I know not all stories are rosy, but they are important. Only through knowledge can we eliminate fear and stigma.
